Funny how..

God himself wants to reveal & chooses to reveal Himself to us.

How so?

He has chosen to show unexplicable favour among people to me. Yet it does not mean I am liked by all.

It simply means that He meant it when He said that satan is overthrown by the testimony of the saints (i.e. good news that believers in Him share with others) and the Word of God..

Why do I say this? Because I really believe so..

I was a self-confessed introvert for the first 15 years of my life (including depression) and then became a functional extrovert.. although the depth of my sharing betrays the hidden introvert that I remain..

He keeps.. His word! (Oct 2009)

I can't help but share.. I shan't be selfish..
God showed me (when it seemed impossible) that He can provide.. by doing so!

How? He allowed me to speak to a Director in NCSS who within 2 months of my speaking to her, the 12k scheme came into being.. when


There was no subsidy that I qualified for yet He told me I'll get a subsidy - and I waited..

This is the day..

the Lord has made!

Was led day before yesterday to re-watch 200 Pound Beauty..
And felt moved again..
Felt God telling me that man looks on the outside but He looks at the heart..
Felt God telling me to look up and trust Him..

It felt so lovely - and He showed me He cared by dying..
on the cross..
for me..
AND
getting ma to come out of her room less than a min aft e end of the show to chase me to bed..
past 12mn..
when she hasn't done so for at least a month..

God, You are such a great God, and I thank You for loving me as I am, and yet washing me clean through Your blood. Help me to glorify and honor You now and always. Amen.